Knowledgement, Experience, Life♥

♥ Friday, March 28, 2008

10:08 PM

当你被雷雨打的全身湿完时，
从未想过，
雾云后会有一个耀眼的太阳在等候着你~
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今天下了一场很大很大的雨。
我不断的在想，
原来，
我并没有在自己想象中那么的坚强！
我以为，
我不会因为他掉一滴眼泪。
但是，
我的眼泪已经流出来了。
不知不觉的，就哭了。
可能，我爱他的第一步就错了吧！
当初，我不相信是因为我不能接受。
现在。也就算了吧！
傻傻等下去，
也没意思了。
我爱他的第302天，
在此结束了。
我不在爱了！！
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朋友：
我们还能像以前这样开心得过日子吗？
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我和她说话，从未有这种感觉。
刚才，
她眼神告诉了我的那一刻！
我从此感觉到。
我们是存有着之间的秘密。
往来的日子，
我与她是曾未有秘密，
不过。
曾经的回忆，
我知道，
再追也追不回来了！
朋友！
你是否能感觉到呢？
我。
很辛苦。
：嘉仪：

♥ Wednesday, March 26, 2008

5:21 PM

The day was dark.
My heart was broken.
Tears came out automaticlly.
What had happened already a truth!
Before I cant trust because I cant accept.
I accept I cried!
What I get just drop more tears.
Days after the days,
Already the 302th days.
I had love you!
When I think bout you,
My tears will fall,
My heart will break,
My mind will lost!
It's all because of you.
But now,
I just can wish you,
Be happy and have a great relationship you in.
What I just want just all of this.
Isn't it?
It's all over.
The love stop at the most darkness day.
302th days,26 March 2008.
30 May 2007-26 March 2008!
During these days,
I had happy,I had been very sad too.
Just let it stay at here.
We had no memory!
I'm death in love.

♥ Sunday, March 23, 2008

12:43 AM

WHAT I HAVE?JUST NOTHING!!
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YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MAKE ME LOVE SO DEEP,
YOU ARE ALSO THE ONE WHO HURT SO DEEP!
I LOST MY HEART BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO DEEP.
I LOST MYSELF BECAUSE LOVE YOU WITH SO DDEP!
I LOST MY MINE,I FORGOT WHO AM I.
IT'S JUST......
I DO LOVE YOU........
Maybe the first I love you,it's already wrong.
What I'm wrong,just love you.
30 May 2007,we met.
What this tem months i get,just NOTHING!
Ya,,at least I get an answer.
And it is very clearly,YOU DUN EVEN TOUCH BEFORE!
What I had done,just because I'm an idiot!
I'm foolish!!!!!!!!!!!!
I never regret but I ever be sad.
I fall my tears because of you.
But you never know.
I'm the always invisible human in your life.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ Thursday, March 20, 2008

10:10 PM

CHIWAWA!!!!!!!
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I wan chiwawa!!!!!
My dad almost buy one for me.
But all because of my MOTHER!!!
Once what she said ""NO"!
My dad will all follow,.
I reli dunno why leh?!!!
I just need a puppy accompany my life,that's all..
Do reli need to get good result?
BLA BLA BLA BLA!!!
Shit!!!All rubbish!!!
So dissapointed cant get a puppy..
Haih~
I still cant give up that I wan a puppy.
I think that,If i have a puupy.
I wont be bored,I wont feel lonely.
At least,is a good listener and a good partner in my life.
WHO CAN BUY FOR ME?!!!!!
Haizzz...
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These few days cant online cause I promis my dad not to online if get a puppy.
But now.He din keep his promise,I have no needed to keep my promise too lor.
Tomorrow Ivy birthday-Centre.
Saturday Roderick party-Hyatt/Sutera(havent decide)
Haha..
Hmmm...
Rib problem~I'm death.
Since now,
I'm dissapear...................
How can life be so hard?!
Why I can live it so hard?
So too be a simple life for me?
Haih...

♥ Sunday, March 16, 2008

2:55 PM

Cantonese brand~>
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明天就要返学啦，
我无心里准备去面对我0成绩。
我硬系觉得，有一种失去信心0感觉。
晤知有几差咧？
我真系好但心，但系都晤紧要了。
初初都系自己放弃先，我都晤在乎了。
究尽我做错点什么？
定解我要讲对不起？
我晤系晤服气，我只系想知我自己做错点什么！
嗨~谁可以告诉我到底做错点什么啊？
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不知不觉就十个月，
原来自己种意拒已经接近一年了？
不过，。。
原来我得到0系什么，我自己都晤知.
我晤知我定解会种意一个根本晤会种意自己的人。
我好挂着拒，
我又可不可以放弃拒咧？
我觉得好寂寞，好晤开心。
你究尽有无发现我系存在0啊？
我真系好累啦，
原来种意一个人系蒋累0。
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{有說，年輕男女追逐愛情時，變得盲目、不顧一切，直至跌過、傷過、痛過，
才發現和懂得珍惜一直在身邊守護自己的人。 }

15 March 2008

♥ Saturday, March 15, 2008

12:13 AM

Dunno you all still remember those memory or not?
I hope so..But,I trust how chase also cant chase it back.
Just look at the photo,let me memorise.....

Last three day for holiday:
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I want to finish this holiday faster,
But I got a little feel it like...
Dont want to go back to school.
I dont want to see my result,
I dont want to see them.
I hard to describe my feelings now.
But just like...
Many things I still haven't solve it.
Many many many.
Last night,I keep thinking.
Am I really need to say sorry?
Am I wrong?
Or I really already accept the new and forget the old.
Am I?I cant believe I cant be happy without their voice,sound...
But..What I just dont believe,
Really happened....
I dont know what should I do for apologize.
Or they really wont accept my sorry?
And I really no needed to say sorry?
Haihh...I just hope,
I can chase back the past.
Can return to the olden time.
But..I think it will be never.
They lost me,I lost them too?
Do they think before I never think to give up this friendship before?
I hope no..
Because they already give up me.
I just can tell them sorry here with silently.
And them?Can play loudly,shout loudly,laugh happily.
Wish you all are the happiest sisters ever.
I'm very condradictory too,never say sorry.
That's why I never have a good friends.
But now...
Sisters~>
I just want to say
"SORRY"...
I din mean want to forgive me.
But I really want to say so.
I'm not pretend pity let you all touch.
I'm really wanted to say sorry to you all.
Although I dont know what I had wrong,
Because you all never explain to me.
But I just hope to chase the memory back.Really hope...
...............

13 March 2008

♥ Thursday, March 13, 2008

10:42 PM

BORED!!!!
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Phewww.....
I hope that finish this holiday faster,
I'm boring at home!!!!
Almost become a bread mould at home,
Or a snake?!!Oh my gosh..
I need to shopping!!!!
>Pristty:From 12am-12pm dancing
>Joie:Working,blerrrr~~~
Oh my gosh..
>Me?:Sleeping at home.
Who can stop me be a snake?!
Fast!Call me..
Hey,guys!
Go take that test!Beside<<
See how many score u get??
Hmmm..How much do u understand me?
Who pass the test?Might is my best best friend!!
Haha..
I really think that,
I already trying to accept the things in front of me.
I maybe really live better now than the past.
What is history?I finally understood.
How bout you?
Do you find something exciting let you live more excited?
Or happy?Hope you are!
Have a nice day!

11 March 2008

♥ Tuesday, March 11, 2008

10:36 PM

WORRYING!!
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Same as yesterday,woke up at 12.
5.30-9.30 tuition.,
Crazy right?!Oh my gosh..
Tell you wat?!Crazy teacher will teach crazy stupid,always!
So that's why I'm being crazy always~~~
But,day after day..I will return to school soon!
I was soooo worry bout my examination result.
Actually,
The most let me worry not during exam,
Is after exam,waiting to the result.
I will be so worry maybe is just because I had not enough ready for it.
I hope it will be ok to me.
But I will be always try my best.
~~~~~~~~SIGH~~~~~~~
Pristty saw him at school!
With yellow shirt?Running?
He just handsome!!
Miss him as a sickness!
Long time din see him...Aih~
Wish him is all the best silently.
That's what can I do for him......
Because I'm not suitable..............

By the only me;
JIAYI
10:58pm
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What is the time now?tell u..(1.29am 12 March 2008)
I cant sleep and it is my habit to be late sleep at the midnight.
I just trying to delete some of the pictures and photos on friendster.
Many of the photos are with my sisters,
I dont want to delete,but it must.
By being forced?Or I want it myself?
But..Only like that,I can completely forget them.
My brother left Sabah to America this year,on January.
He is the only one in my sibling.
He left,I just let my sisters be my sibling,with family feeling's siblings.
But I never think that................
I was close my eyes and click delete all of the photos there.
I dont want to see,my heart was so pain.
Am I really live better now than the days we had past?
Or..This is just a lied to let myself be more happier?
I lied myself?........
What should I do?I think this is not kind of anti.
Maybe is a feeling like to stop the friendship.
Not hate but lost me from them........
I had try very hard to forget and try the new friends beside me.
They are good,I like them..
But...........
What I want?Maybe the most understand is me.
Haihz.........Getting zZz,,
Too dark,but my life not even bright before...

The twice:
By the only me:
Jiayi~
[1:39am]

10 March 2008

♥ Monday, March 10, 2008

11:26 PM

Night shopping:
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I had woke up at 12 noon,
Pig sleeping huh~?!..
Watch tv until 4,out at 6.30..
Out with Joie and Pristty..(two bitch buddy)
They are really funny and stupid.
Buying clothes,shoes,pants?Shopping is their hobby,Me too!!
But..Dinner at FRATINI?!!!
3 people for rm97.41!!
Oh my gosh!~
I had paid for RM50!!
They eat a lot but pay a few only!
Especially Pristty!Buy buy buy,din buy for the food too..
So bitch oh her!!
Lots of photo taken by Joie,take a look-www.joieted.blogsppot.com-
They are good to me,hope a new friends will have a new life!
Thanks!Bye~

9 March 2008

♥ Sunday, March 9, 2008

11:40 PM

Cold waR:..
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Stop sms for three days!
The record me and him,
When we still stop the war?
Or he already dont care the relationship we have,
Or I had already give up the relationship we have.....
Sometimes I will very be misunderstanding to him,
He too playful?Or he too serious?
I very confused!
What should I do?
Am I like him?Or I just too care him?
But one thing,I very comfirm..
I dont love him,he has nothing make me love him.
His caring may be fake!
Haizz...
I'm so down,I cant be happy thinking of him.
But I hope he wont know that is him,
Hope he will pretend for everything as he doesn't know before....
The way we had pass,
Were hard,I had try my best to keep our relationship be good,
But at the end.
My choice,my decision..
Is just..
I wan to stop everything........

8 March 2008

♥ Saturday, March 8, 2008

9:55 PM

Voting day-
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Vote vote vote..
What the senior citizen and adult doing.,
Why so bored?!
My gosh..
After accompany mum go VOTE,shopping shopping time..
Just shopping,buy clothes..
This is what when moody need to do..~
''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''
I chat with my fren,
I dunno is that him?!
I hope not..But,
I really need to let him know my feelings.
I din owe him anything,
But why he owe me all of my tears these few days?!
I cry because we quarell.....T.T
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What we had before,
I will always always remember..
The road we had past......

07 March 2008

♥ Friday, March 7, 2008

10:19 PM

Holiday first day,
What should I do during this bored bored bored holiday?
Watch tv?Episode?or shopping?chatting?blogging?
Oh my gosh..
Lonely holiday,boring holiday..
Just do nothing during this week.
Many project,but I will do nothing~
Haiz.....

Just hate a person attitude so sucks~!
He just like never been care other people's feelings.
Not in a mood,he still never been serious to me,
Although he not my as important to me.
But I very care bout this frienship,
But...
The only listener and adviser of mine.
Hope he will understand why we will argue..
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Day after day,
Already pass for 10 months..
I knew him ten months,I like him for 10 months..
Before the 5 months,
We are good in relationship,
Memorable,,
But the day,had pass..
I just hope can return the time back..
He is cool,cold..Dun talk,
I know he's not such ppl as I knew before,
I know he wanna ignore me..
I nvr tell him I like him,
I dun wan he noe..
But,when he noe..
We just like never know each other before..
My valentine just bcome stranger?
I saw him,I din give any respond..
Look down,pass by him..
That's all..
No happy,no crazying..
Just sad..
Now,I just wanna tell him..
I like him so much..
If someday I had give up,
I wont feel lonely anymore~

Been scolded by my frens,
But it's controlless..

06 March 2008

♥

12:16 AM

Finish the examination,
Feel relax but worry..
Relax for holiday,worry for the result~
Now was 12.31 nite,
Holiday begin!
Dunno wanna do what during the boring holiday,
Watch "The Seventh Day"!!.
Romantic and beautiful loving inside...
Try it if u din been b4..
Romanticle with beautiful view under the winter in Japan!!

Finish exam,cleaning class room,damai+ing..
Go home,with buddy Pristty..
Making blog,having dinner..
Some photo,taking by us,SS,stupid..and more~

Stupiak Pristty:>

Me + Asian food:>

Article?:>

Hmmmm?...

Maybe u will think she's stupid,yea..Exactly!

05 March 2008

♥ Wednesday, March 5, 2008

4:22 PM

Examination last second day,
Tomorrow will finish the work I had ready for so long time..
Finish exam!Who wanna date me?
I will always go out,bored bored bored staying at home..
Science and Malay,
The subject that I really hate!!
I cant study much more than I can,
Interestless,boring~~==
I had already try my best to do everything,
But I'm so worry for my result..
Worry?Scare?Afraid?..Yes!I am..
I'm worry my result will get failed,
I'm afraid my parents get dissapointed,
I'm scare my homework cant chase with other of my frens..
Am I thinking to leave the school that so hard to study?!
haih,,
Try to did your best as u can,
No forcing will be more relax~
What would you do now?

4th of March 2008

♥ Tuesday, March 4, 2008

6:14 PM

The examination of third day;..
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The third day,
what can i do for my exam agn?
I do try it my best for it,I do much more as i can~!
But why?Isn't it reli unenough in my preparation?
Hmmm...
It's bothering!!Make me busier and busier in my life!
I dislike to study,I like be active..
In my sports?CCA?I will do it very good as i can..
But,,my homework?
Like nothing for me~!I hate it man!

Friends?Love?Homework?
Which would u choose and which would u give up at all..
Nowaday,I believe at that U are no more reason to be hate me anymore,!
We are living in 2008 not 2007..
What topic and problem we need to argue in 2007,
Might be argue in 2007..
I had already completely forgot!!
I trust that too,
My wrong is can been forgave by u all..
But maybe you wont forgive me at all,
Nevermind!I would try my new life,
Feel suitable with my new friends too..
My ex-fellow!Good luck~!
Forever wish..
This kind of problem was bother me in exam,
In everything..
Better try to give up slowly,
The pain will recover soon~
Memory never back,it's useless to chase it back..
It wont be back forever!
Written by
The only me:
*~>jIayI<~*

My photos sharing:

U will always seen my fake smile,bcoz i will always be sad bcoz of u!

This is wat call easy geografi,this is wat i'm doin during geografi examination;..

Faithfully mathematics;..

Miss u is part of my life~

Effected me,fake me:..Would u trust me?

3th of March 2008

♥ Monday, March 3, 2008

8:25 PM

Exactly him:..
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Starting point->

Final line->

The always prince~>

He is the one in the middle,always the champion:...

2nd March 2008

♥ Sunday, March 2, 2008

10:21 PM

Exam fever!!
V^VvV^vVvVvVv
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A rainy at night,
trying to study but it's so tired..
Having tuition juz now for 5 hours~!
Just wishing to get good result,
maths and geografi..Which one would u give up?
it's so tired.....who can help me in my life?
When u will recovered that i'm beside u everyday,
maybe when i'm dissapear,
Than u will noe i had been around you before...|_|
The most boring theory,but it's meaningful
{Learn to forgive at all,don't ever try to give up any relationship around u}
I'm not hope that u all will forgive me,
maybe it's a wrong that u cant forgive..
Just hope we wont give up until the day to say sorry~

Anyway,,I will be always always concentrate at my exam this week~!
Fully concentrate,settle it soon!=.=
Wish u have a nice day and good luck at ur exam!-.+