Knowledgement, Experience, Life♥

♥ Thursday, May 29, 2008

7:04 PM

He will leaves tomorrow!

Last day last met.

Can't imagine that how we live for the week coming up next.

The west and south are so far.

He leaves at 7am, and I'm going to leave at 6pm.

I think I wont enjoy my Bali trip.

It's so interestless.

No shopping, no fun, no HIM!!

My life is just like filling black and white only!

Haihhhhhhh.... *sigh* deeply.

By the way,

Yan Ngee Kai!!! Please take care!!!

Take care every of your things and my PHONE!!!

Take care yourself.

You are leaving for a week. Haiz~

The most let me heart-breaking is....

Sunday is our 1-month annivesary.

We are seperately. Haih~~!! Sigh again.

Fine~

Just good luck in your match.

Do it your best. Always support you.

Stay me in your heart.

Love ya!! Mwax~

Bye pal~ Leaving for four days.

Monday meet!

♥ Wednesday, May 28, 2008

6:23 PM

Good Luck!!

Basketball match under 18 having at Sandakan.

30/5 - 6/6~

Taking a long time lar.....

I know I'm sure will very miss him.

He is going. He is leaving on Friday.

Me too. I am going to Pulau Bali.

But I'm back when it's Monday.

He come back on next Friday!!!

We cant meet for a week.

Oh my......

My head gotta bomb I think.

But anyway, Good Luck my dearest!!~

Haihhhhhh.. *SIGH*

He represented Sandakan,

Because he is late for KK.

Haha.. Stupid!!

Miss him so much~!

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当你离开的时候蔡健雅

我只能低着头发呆让回忆渗透脑袋渐渐变空白我把它当做个意外但内心还想不开因为我明白其实你都还在我想起了你给我的感动想起我们之间的温柔我想起了我们第一次牵手我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺把你整个心都叫给我然而到后来我什么都没有当你离开的时候我可以当作已释怀他对我也算关怀他看不出来我知道这样不应该在他身上找依赖算不算是种出卖因为你一直在 **

Not broke up,

Too miss~

♥ Saturday, May 24, 2008

9:42 PM

Earthquake sad news!!

Level 8 earthquake happened, please help them!!

Dont be trying to challenge with the nature in the world.

You would never win.

Help them as all you can do. Donate your money and energy.

Save their life. Appreciate it!

They will feel very happy if they are saved.

They would be save because of your help.

Even one dollar, fifty cents or ten cents!

Thanks!!
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I had stop blogging for so long time.

Nothing special in my life.

But something you couldn't understand.

How come every people's life are different?!

She is getting dead ealier.

Me? Maybe have a long time then we can meet in the white house.( HEAVEN )

Hmmm... Who can give me an answer?

Think for so long time.

♥ Saturday, May 17, 2008

10:47 PM

Happy hour after exam!!

Yeah!!!! Finally finish exam.

I'm free for a half and a month. DURRR!!!

Haha. After school, went Nash's home.

She was having a birthday party for her 22nd May birthday.

Yea... Happy hour!! Swim swim, eat eat, ghost movieeeeee~

Horrible!!

Back home at 10.30pm.

Damn tired now. But I like to sharing. Hahahahã~

Now, I just want to share bout Beauty of your life.

For all the person of got cancer.

Pray and bless them as a nice journey.

When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'

This is beautiful! Try not to cry.

She jumped up as soon as she

saw the surgeon come out

of the operating room.

She said: 'How is my little boy ?

Is he going to be all right ?

When can I see him ?'

The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all

we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little

children get cancer ?
Doesn't God care any more ?
Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?'

The surgeon asked,

'Would you like some time alone with your son ?

One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes,
before he's transported to the university.'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she

said good bye to son.

She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.

'Would you like a lock of his hair ?'
the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes.

The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair,

put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University

for Study. He said it might help somebody else. '

I said no at first, but Jimmy said, '

Mom, I won't be using it after I die.

Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day

with his Mom.'

She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold.

Always thinking of someone else.

Always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for

the last time,

after spending m ost of the last six months there.

She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on

the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to

enter the empty house.

She carried Jimmy's belongings,

and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and

other personal things back

in his room exactly where he had always kept them.

She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to

sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke.

Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.

The letter said :'Dear Mom,

I know you're going to miss me;

but don't think that I will ever

forget you, or stop loving you,

just 'cause I'm not around to say

'I Love You' .

I will always love you,

Mom, even more with each

day. Someday we will see each other again.

Until then, if you

want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely,

that's okay with me.

He can have my room and old stuff to play with.

But,

if you decide to get a girl instead,

she probably wouldn't like the

same things us boys do.

You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.

Don't be sad thinking about me.

This really is a neat place.

Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got

here and showed me around some,

but it will take a long time

to see everything.

The angels are so cool.

I love to watch them fly.

And, you know what?

Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures.

Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him.

Jesus himself took me to see GOD !

And guess what, Mom ? I got to

sit on God's knee and talk to Him,

like I was somebody important.

That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter,

to tell you good bye and everything.

But I already knew

that wasn't al lowed.

Well, you know what Mom ?

God handed

me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this

letter.

I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to

drop this letter off to you.

God said for me to give you the

answer to one of the questions you asked Him

'Where was He when I needed him ?'

'God said He was in the same place with me,

as when His son Jesus was on the cross.
He was right there,

as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom,

no one else can see what I've written except you.

To everyone else

this is just a blank piece of paper.

Isn't that cool ? I have to give

God His pen back now.

He needs it to write some more names

in the Book of Life.

Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus

for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you.

I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone.

I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain

anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much,

either.

That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me.

The Angel said I was a

Special Delivery ! How about that ?

Signed with Love from God,

Jesus & Me.

(Let's see Satan stop this one.)

You have caused a

multitude of believers to pray to God for each other.

Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit
work in your life for doing what

you know God loves

'When you're down to nothing,

God is up to something.'

♥ Friday, May 16, 2008

6:55 PM

FINALLY BACK:

My blog had abandon for a week!

My gosh, the most stress week! Exam exam and exam.

But today finally reach the last second day.

Can find out a moment for blogging.

Today took the Maths and Chinese History exam.

Shoooooottt!! The maths was soooooooo hard.

Damn. Most difficult maths exam I have been.

Pray for me, dont fail dont fail.

Long time ago I din fail, this time? Hope no.

Since tomorrow takes a simple exam. <>SUX!!

So today went out with Kai. Haha.

Went beach. Took some photo here.

Just take a look.

♥ Saturday, May 10, 2008

7:33 PM

The first date:

Today is the first date of us.

No going anywhere, but we met again.

So happy!! Haha.

The way we going,

The weather is so cold. LOLXX!!

Held my hand tight, and I with a feeling very safe.

Feels safe with him.

Do love you deeply with my heart!!

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Everythings are unfair in this world.

The thing we can do only learn how to accept.

Accept what the god gave.

No matter is bad or good.

All are our's, it wont leave you far away.

Exam is coming very soon.

I really need to work hard at all subject.

It is so annoying that an exam in my life.

White hair growing out!!!

My gosh.. But just work hard, study hard as I can.

Haih.

Have a nice day!

♥ Friday, May 9, 2008

10:04 PM

+Dont ask me why,
It only because of you.+

(FAKE!! RED PEN INK)!!
Live for your next second!!

Here. I learn and I discovered something.

I was healthy and living in a happy family.

Now, besides my friends.

They are unhealthy.

They will always cant knew that what could be happen for their next second.

No one could knew the feautures and their next second.

Please~! My friends.

Don't give up once of the hope that god gave!

Nothing is fair. Nothing can balance.

But at the end, who can balance our mind?

Just only you. Yourself!!

I will bless for you, pray for you.

Dont lose every second that we left.

Thanks god that gave the moment of us.

We cant let it be forever, but at least we have it before!

I hope it could be never end.

Amen.

♥ Thursday, May 8, 2008

9:58 PM

Posting my photo!!

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+ MY LOVEST GUY +
He's on the newspaper,
The proudness that you gave.
Mwax.

+ BECAUSE OF U +

+Me+...

♥ Sunday, May 4, 2008

8:25 PM

Singing Contest:!!

The thing that we prepare for long time.

We prepare for two years,

The song we sang today.

I think was good. I'm satisfy on it.

I hope we can in the final.

I can see the hardworking of our class.

So touch!! I love my J3 HE kingdom.

The happiness nothing can represented.

Proudness, happiness, memory.

Wont forget ever. Most memorable things in my life!!!

Muackssssssss!!!! I love it most.

Hope the time can stop in the second when we are happy.

Dont seperate us.

Suddenly think that, our 3 years was past.

So fast?! Ya, really that fast.

Finally know the feeling what call seperate.

Will miss you all very much!!
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ANGRY ANGRY!!!!

Today I reached KK hall, wanna see Kai play ball.

But now, my mum reached!!!

The match even not started yet.

I left!! So angry!!

Trying to gave a surprise to him. But...

Haih... So he lose today.

I hope tomorrow I can go.

Pray for buys!! BLESS BLESS BLESS!!

Hehe. He was a star today.

Hahaha!! Many girls crazying bout him.

Lol!! But who care. Hahaha!!

LOve him.

♥ Friday, May 2, 2008

10:00 PM

Old man's BIRTHDAY: (MR FONG)

Today is the most memories day with our dearest Mr Fong.

The most happy day in my junior life.

He bring us from step to step, high and higher.

His suffer we saw. We know that he is love us.

We will understand it!

Today saw your the happy, touching face.

I had suddenly discovered, so fast we are the third year.

The last year of our gathering.

Everybody had being mature, and he is being older.

Sorry for all the time make you be angry.

Nothing is dissolvable.

The fate of us, the lucky of us.

We met MR FONG!! The most care us teacher.

Hope every of j3 HE student will always remember the days of the past we had been.

From junior one to junior three.

All the things so dear to US.

The choir, the newspaper collection and other.

The happiness we had, the sadness, the angriness.

All! Everything will always in our mind.

The HE's class made us never forget.

Mwaxxxx!!!!!! Always love my lovest class.

Don't cry ya! If seperating.~!!

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Love Kai.

Have a nice day ya today?!

Hahaha... Tomorrow will go support you in the match.

Muackss... SHHHHHH~~~

Haha..

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Most caring PRISTTY!!

Please take tight care.

Dont let the people who beside you worried.

Especially your MUM!!!!

K? Haihya...

MY LOVEST CLASS J3 HE!!

Do not forget everything!!!

♥ Thursday, May 1, 2008

9:21 PM

Labour Day 1/5/2008:

Today go out with Yee Wen.

My gosh!! She is damn beautiful although is very simple.

Still got strange people take hp number from her.

She's sooo scare, I help her answer.

So.....No face oh me. Hahahaha!!

Even my cousin, my mum, my dad like her too.

She is very girl let people feel likely.

So sweet and trust that she such a good friend example.

Feel proud and happy we are best friend.

And most of our background are same.

Relationship, Have a happy family, The only one daughter at home.

......................Many.........

Sorry, no picture because my cable broke.

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The first day with Kai.

Now, nothing will stop us anymore.

The problem all are solve in me.

I have no problem at all for us.

One wish one hope.

I wish. We will be happily.

I hope nothing will let us sad.

All just being happy, Enough.

Haha!

Thanks for viewing my blog, guys.

That's surprising for me.

Happy that you will see my blog.

I'm feel better than last time.

What you told me all,

Then I can live happily.

You are a person very responsible.

Make it a nice ending.

So, we had end. Don't leave anything at back.

It wont be return anymore.
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Meaningfull:

我受够了等待你所谓的安排　说的未来到底多久才来总是要来不及才知道我可爱　我想依赖

而你却都不在应该开心的地带　你给的全是空白　一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海　我在

幸福的门外　却一直都进不来　你累积给的伤害　我是真的很难释怀　终于看开爱回不来而

你总是太晚明白　最后才把话说开　哭着求我留下来终于看开爱回不来　我们面前太多阻碍　

你的手却放不开　宁愿没出息求我别离开　你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来　我的眼泪却一直掉

下来　过去怎么交代你该给的信赖　被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖　从我脸上的苍白　看到记忆慢

下来　过去甜蜜在倒带只是感觉已经不在　而我对你的期待被你一次次摔坏　已经碎成太

多块　要怎么拼凑跟重来终于看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白　最后才把话说开　哭着求我

留下来终于看开爱回不来　我们面前太多阻碍　你的手却放不开　宁愿没出息求我别离开　　