♥ Sunday, August 16, 2009
5:39 PM
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Sunday again!
Yeah!! Tomorrow is the last day of the exam.
How happy! hahahaha.
Last night was so awesome!
The ballroom dancing show, awesome awesome awesome!!!!
I love it so much.
Blingy, beautiful, shiny.
5 days to go........~~~~~~
Hmmm, isn't that a relationship is very important in our life??
My friends were all in a relationship.
I'm not envy, but feel happy for them.
Haha, it was so unbelievable. I wish her happy always.
In the sweet and happy days. Woohoo!
But now, I feel like......
To has a boyfriend is the most weird thing.
Single life? Free spirit, freedom.
I am enjoying my life.
But to admire a person is very sweet.
Hewwwwwwwww......... Miss him a lot.
I really cant forget that day in his car.
The scene keep on appear.
I want it again, hahha~~~~
♥ Friday, August 14, 2009
9:39 PM
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Countdown day by day...!!!
2 more days left until the end of the 2nd mid-term exam.
6 days left, fly to Kuala Lumpur with my friends!!!
Cant wait until it.
A H1N1 is being serious in the world.
Be aware to it. Hopefully I can back from KL with healthy.
God bless^^
Today, Maths and BM2.
Maths? quite ok. BM??? 20 enough for me.
I just cutting my nails, thinking bout other things.
How bored.
Suddenly, I very miss the day with siblings.
Now, I'm alone in my house. No children but me.
My brother? America, studying.
Wondering, how is him now?
Living happily? For pressure for the uni stuff?
The childhood memories behind.
I miss him a lot. Although, we talk less.
But, siblings. Forever sibling.
Will he miss home? But I do miss him.
Remember that day, in Hong Kong Airport.
How strong he could be? He din even drop one tear??
Haha. Well, he is always better I do.
Smarter, mature, filial piety.
But me???
♥ Sunday, August 9, 2009
10:30 PM
Busy busy busy~~~
Tuition 12-4, dancing show rehearsal 6-8pm.
Not really tired. ^^
He text me today, bring the bad memories up.
Reminded me how the scar appear on my hand.
The scar in my heart. Spoil my mood.
Really spoilt my mood the whole day.
But since I decided to let go, I want him dissapear in my blog forever.
In my dictionary, he is lost.
But in my diary, he stay until the end of my life.
Once I flip over my diary page to page,
I will still drop my tears.
If today I don't the sent the message that I'd accept his apologize,
Maybe I can really put down everything.
But I cant bear it. I sent it eventually.
Phewwwwwwwww..........
11 days to go!!!!!!!!!
I will leave here and go to KL for the 9-days trip.
Yooohoooo~~~~ Shopping, enjoying....
But Tuesday is my first day of exam, how???
Next Saturday is my dancing show! How????
Haihhhhh..........
I miss 'him'.....
That day, the way along to home.
In his car, we talk, we laugh.
I held his hand, the feel came through to me....?????
Maybe I will fall in love to him someday...
Hahahahah, how sweet.......
♥ Monday, August 3, 2009
10:27 PM
Let go??
7 days left til the second mid-term exam.
I'm really very worry bout it.
Trying to study now.
Today...... Not really in a good mood.
I just changed the theme song, I like it very much.
It's so soft and smooth. This song let me think quite a lot of things.
I learnt to play this song that time.
That day, I learnt. Was after the basketball match.
Hmm.. Nevermind.
But I really did let go everything.
Now, I have encourage to chat with him.
He asked bout her, I can answer him too.
I put a lot of effort to force myself to do it.
So then, I really did it.
I really had already let go. But why?
I still not dare to look at him???
Wherever he is, I really don't even dare to raise my head up.
Saturday night, I went Up to You.
I'm so down in mood, I tried to reduce my sadness.
I drank alcoholic, I did smoked, I tried shisha!
Shisha is damn how awesome! 100 times I will also have it.
Weng said it really does spoilt me. But so what??
That's me! How come I'll be like that? So tired.
My heart really very tired.
I'm such like a slut! Spoil spoil spoil!!!
But no one treated me as has a good image before.
I'm spoilt~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *sigh*
Chuan2 sent me home then. I called him.
He is so kind and did sent me back home.
He was at home that time, and he came out to Damai and sent me back home.
Awwwhhh, so sweeeettt. hahahhahah~ Kidding.
But he really very kind and nice.
Well, I'll post the photos tomorrow.
My card reader isn't here nowww...
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