♥ Saturday, February 27, 2010
11:50 PM
Where once more again disappointed in love.
I just realized I dont suppose to trust in love anymore.
That's keep hurting me again and again.
And I repeat my mistake again and again.
What is wrong with me ?
It's ensure that I have misunderstand AT ALL.
Me in his heart ? Nothing at all.
He has an important girl in his heart that no one can replace.
I have just think too much.
We might go back to the origin.
We are not suppose to be like that.
You confuse me, and I hurt myself.
So, I might back to the origin before I step into the pit.
♥ Friday, February 26, 2010
9:38 PM
6 days left til competition.
I am training and training and training.
In my mind and life now, just training.
That's kinda tired huh !
But it's fun ! Haha.
And I can see you everyday, even there's holiday.
You are emo these few days.
I'm dying to know the reason, but I know that's impossible.
I hate when you are emo.
You can change so fast, and easily.
I wonder why ?
I really want to take part of your life.
To know more bout you, but I cant.
Physically, we are like very close.
But I never ever can be apart of you.
I am not understand you at allll.
I just wanna tell you that I like you impulsively.
I am just so confuse.
You are like treating me not same as the others.
Perhaps I've just misunderstand.
And I've just think too much.
♥ Friday, February 19, 2010
7:35 PM
Owww Waooo ...
Look, I have abandon my blog for a month.
That's miserable. Been busy for the daysss.
Was busy for training then sports meet then Chinese New Year !
Was sooooo brilliant.
I'm in Yellow House, and we got champion !!!!
This is my first champion year since I came in my high school.
It was sooooooo awesome, that what I feel is .
And I'd joined some of the events.
I got 2 silver medals and a gold medal.
100m and 10x200 relay got silver and 4x100m replay got gold.
We just ... almost break the record. 0.08s. That is sooo nearby the record. But I'm sooo glad that I was one of my team, my teammates were so awesome.
The 10x200m was soooooo excited, as I have expected we will get the 1st runner up, and it really happened.
But anyway, I really really really have to thanks to Darren ( captain ). He gave me confidence, he trusted on me. And before we run, his words were keep appearing on my mind. Run for our friends, give them a best distance. He did not seems like him. In my mind, he was definately a little strange. But thanks captain. He is a seriously nice guy, I admire ! Haha. =)
Well, next on. Is Chinese New Year !!!
Great great great ! A great one !
My angpaus were more than as I have expect. That's really quite much for me. Well, I will just save to my bank.
The day before yesterday, I had called my friends came over my house for pay a New Year call.
Wooootttss ! Gambleesss, fireworks, laughter and AWESOME !
Hahaha. It's really a great one.
There was Darren, fan su, Flavian, Felix, Claudia, Adele, Albert, Eddie, Zhuzai, Jordan. =) WOooooHoOooo !
We put on fireworks together, gambling. Owww yeaahhh !
While I look at the fireworks, it reminds me something.
When someone else appear in my life, it doesn't mean they will be the end, or the beginning. Somehow, once they have begin, they will just like fireworks. That second you feel that they are sooooooo brilliant, but the next second they exploded, when we calm down, actually they are just empty, disappear forever.
So it reminds me, he is just a fireworks.
