♥ Sunday, August 31, 2008
11:31 PM
Happy 51st Birthday to Malaysia!
Independence the 51st the Malaysia!
Haha.
Special Merdeka Concert at One Borneo.
With Gary!!! Haha. Count down with his fan.
Including Pristty and me.Went to see him last night.
Almost 1 reach home. Out at 4.30pm.
But reach One Borneo at 6pm.
Pristty put the plane to me again. Haiz, sigh!
She always did that to me. Take it as a habit.
But sometimes, I really feel very anrgy and sad.
She told me, 4.30 pm at she's alone in One Borneo.
I told her very early, 4.30pm I will go there to meet her.
When 4.15pm, I called her. She said, she at Karamunsing.
I am going to city mall alone, and go One Borneo by taxi.
But when the time I called her, what she told me.
Gosssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
My tears really squeezing beside my eyes.
Not sad, is just feel weird. Feel weird to the weird attitude!
I really don't know how long I have to endure her again!!
I had be patient again and again.
Last time, she wanted to abandon me with other friends that I don't know very well.
Or else, I will be alone. What the F*ck???!!!
I really felt angry, I cant scold, because I don't know what to scold.
And she wont know my feeling.
Because I will not to do this to her. Because I KNOW THE FEELING VERY WELL!!
I will not to do this to my friend, unless it's urgent.
But however, I will inform them earlier. Do what I need to do!
Every of my closer friends did this to me! Why?
All because of love. They mean it that love is more important than friends.
Who care you're alone. I just need my love now, you better get lost!
All the words in their mind.
And me, to be alone. I dont need to bag them to stay.
If they know which is important, they will stay you.
If no, means in their heart. YOU ARE JUST A DOG!
A dog that I want you to follow, then you can follow.
If no, get lost from my life.
The feeling, let me drop my tears all the time.
I scolded Pristty, she told me "Dont say those words to hurt me".
This let me more angry.
"Wah, I hurt you or you hurt me oh? I really cant stand anymore la ok. You dont think that day you left me alone at One borneo I wont cry eh! Yes. In front of you, I'm strength. But do you know because I know that you are weak, so I must be strength, if not what can i do? Weak together? Cry together? Kill ourselves together? You always left me alone, I also don't want to say anything. Because I know you cant do anything, I can sacrifice myself to let you do what you want to do. But, you all hurt me again and again. WHO MORE HURT? Ask yourself!!!"
I replied to her.
I really don't know what is the reason of I need to be patient!!!!!
What's the stupid reason??!! Tell me!!!
I just want to tell anyone of you,
No matter how staunch is the person, they will have a weak moment too.
They would fall their tears too.
It's just because you cant see they fall their tears,
So you can do anything to them.
But I never do such thing to my friends.
Today, finally I know what's a true friend.
An example like Kei.
I cant forget she's such a super nice friend.
Her heart has a good balancer.
She know how to balance everything.
Not like the others..............................
♥ Monday, August 18, 2008
11:19 PM
Bored holiday.
Bored holiday.
Many people likes to find something to do.
For example: a trip, shopping, watch Olympic and QUARELL too.
Is it that bored? They want to quarell/??
Hmm.. whatever. I'm not even mind it.
But if u talk politely, you could more friends like you.
And also a new relationship.
No wonder you have no first love.
Sorry. Too rude. Collect it back.
But, however. We talk less are the best.
Lazy talk with you also lazy to serve you!!!!
I'm not ur maid, need to endure to you.
Piss off with your dirty mouth!!
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XXX:
I dont hope we talk less.
I dont think we talk less is better.
I just hope the life of us can just be ordinary.
Likes to quarell, but also kidding.
This makes me more happier.
I dont even know I'm anrgy you.
Until you say sorry to me.
I never mind that we quarell before.
Because I already take is as a habit.
But never know, how mind you are.
Nvm. You just like I can change to be polit.e
But sorry. I cant, is the style of mine.
No one could change me. Except you are a important person.
Do you?
++++++++++++++++++++
Olympic fever!!!
Lee Chong Wei!!! Haihhhhhh.
The topic of whole Malaysia.
Nevermind. At least a silver medal.
He cried!!! So pity.
Haha~~~~!!!!
Liu Xiang!!! Too bad.
He lost the golden opportunity.
He is the most pity one.
Say sorry to China, and left.
Hahaha~! Anyway, pray for him.
Bolt is crazy!! Break break and break all records.
My gosh. Tyson Gay sucks! Hopeless guy.
Hahaha. Powell weird!!!!
Fine~ None of my business.
I love Bolt actually. So capable!! Wooo~!
♥ Saturday, August 16, 2008
11:58 PM
Tired tired and tired!!!!
Wooo.. I out at 9am back at 10pm.
Wisma-> Centre -> 1 borneo.
My leg kinda pain now.
My leg bengkak already now.
My gosh. Very tired.
With high heel shoes walking whole day.
Pristty make me very very vexed!!
Annoyed!!!! Make me walking here and there.
And nowwwwwwwwwwwww~
I can sleep. The stupid Pristty overnight here too.
Haha. Stupid. My eyelid kinda heavy now.
1 Borneo. Xing Guang 4 Shao!!!!
I like Zhou Ding Wei.
He is the most handsome tonight.
Tall and nice. The other 3,=.=!!!
Very short. All Yoga's size. Urgghhh~
Hahaha... I cant stand anymore.
Good night, Bye~
♥ Tuesday, August 12, 2008
10:26 PM
A new face, a new life.
I cut my hair today.
Damn short.....
Durrrr!! Its so unsafety.
Haha. A new image, for me. A new life.
Refresh myself. I din regret for anything.
Dont know if dont try.
If a wrong try, then correct it soon..
Haha. I had dump all the things behind.
My life has been fresh by myself.
Muahahahha!
The exam of science stream is coming soon.
6th September!!!! Gosh!!
I din prepare everything yet.
Gotta work hard. haha~
My life is so empty.
I should have some fun for it.
I have a stress exam, a funny and stupid family.
But for my love. It's so boring.
Have no fun, but he is mine. No one can belongs to.
I will have it soon!!!
Haha. My friend? Its complicated.
Just beware of them, thats all.
Well, my result. Got 90, got its half too.
A big selling!! Hahaha.
Keep discount, and discount.
Worry bout it.
May god bless me.
♥ Tuesday, August 5, 2008
9:10 PM
Examination the forth day!
Yeah!! Left three days to take exam.
Tomorrow BM1,2.
Hmmm.. Aiming pass, I hope so.
Haiz. I still can feel the stress of exam.
Because Science and Maths are not taking yet.
I need to study many days.
Science chapter 1-27.
Maths book form 1-3.
ZZZZ!!!! I dont even know what I need to study.
Start from where?? Arghhhhhh!!!! Stupid exam!
I just viewed the blog I had posted on May.
I saw what I had posted, the words, the expression.
Hmm... The feeling in how I love this person.
But now! Is allllllllll are not the same.
Please dont be misunderstood!
Ok! Fine! I tell you the real reason.
And please dont annoy my friends anymore!!
Leave my life alone, dont be appear again! Thanks.
Not to hurt you, but it's real.
Because I DONT LOVE YOU!
You are not enough considerate.
You gave me no safety.
After one and a half months, then you view my blog.
Is that a bf should to do?
Isit?????? What the hack?!!!
Love is not to use your mouth to say anything.
Where's your action to love?
I hate your language to me.
Isit a work of a bf is to comment the gf everything?!!!!!!!!
Including your gf's friends.
None of your buisness, you still wanted to comment everything.
You're sucks.
DUrr!!! The starting of two-month.
I have felt that you're annoying.
Give me a lot of vexation!
And I want to exam!!!!!!
I'm not fall in love to the another.
But I just want to leave you!!! Ok?
Dont demonstrate that you're weak.
Now I cant express very well to you with smsing.
I hope your next ex-gf will tell you clearly with my same feelings.
Alter your stupid attitude please!!!!
I will not feel simpathy.OKKKKK???
Durr.. Yishhhhshhhhhhh!!
I want to get a good result. =.='''!!!!!
♥ Saturday, August 2, 2008
2:24 PM
Science? Commerce???!!!
It's very vexed for the junior 3 student.
Fours years ago, my brother had choosed Science stream.
Did he feel bother? How he chose being so relax?
And how he work hard along these three years.
Hmmm??... I cant see it.
My mind was childish when he is beside.
Now, it's my turn. To choosing.
I know it's so funny for my classmates that I choose Science stream.
Funny, impossible, dude!!
I'm stupid. But I just would like to try.
But.... Eventhough, I get in.
The homework, exercise, and everything!
Can I endure it???? Sure???
*SIGH*
May anyone let me try? Haiz.
My mum support, my dad do too.
But me? Can I overfill until the end?
....................... Take a breath and relax!
