♥ Friday, June 19, 2009
7:07 PM
19th June, today::..
Today is Aaron's birthday.
I wished him last night.
How memorable to think bout him.
Haha! I'm stupid when admire him.
But happy, enjoyable, and ofcause it was a sad ending.
At least I got a how precious memory left behind.
Ya, right.
It was a memory.
I should let go very early.
But I don't want to. Not cannot.
It's I don't want to.
I don't satisfy what he did to me.
Until nowaday.
When I suddenly think bout him,
I will still drop my tears behind of him.
However, how much I hope he can saw all the post I posted.
It's very heart-broken that I wanted he know.
But nevermind. Almost 2 months from the day he hurt me.
I should forget, and let go.
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My result sucks.
It's definately sucks.
It's nearly pass.
But I knew, not even one teacher want to help me at all.
How's my attitude, I could understand.
So, I responsible for all what had I done.
I will more hardwork for the next term!! ^^
♥ Saturday, June 13, 2009
9:53 PM
Tired, stress, meaningless....
My life is just be like these.
Sometimes I really think I'm wrong to live in this family.
I'm not clever, good enough.
I think I'm very bad and meaningless to live in this family.
What a hopeless me.
I cant even do anything for this family.
Even not to let people feel more bothering within me.
I'm bothering everyone beside me.
Except my dear friends.
They never try to let me feel sad.
Even give me more happiness and feeling great to live in this world.
I'm really so stress to live in this family.
I cant even to do a wrong thing.
Once I did wrong, every of my needed will just lost.
They collect all them back. I'm under stress-controlling.
My dad even change his attitude to me.
He never talk that to me, but today he did.
I feel like, I want to go back to school.
Stay at school as long as I can. I don't want to come back home.
Look at their face. It was so vexed for me.
Phewwwww~~~~~~~~~
Well, these few days I still went out to hang out with friends.
It's let me feel more relax that I was at outside.
Less bothering and noisy sound.
10th June was my dear Rebecca's birthday.
I took a nice time at there and with all my dear friends.
They care much more, and feeling so good with them.
Haha. But I hang out with them, my time was limited.
Not longer. But still happy.
Friday, that day I went to Sutera.
Ying2 spent us eat at there.
Kei and I went to the beach there, took a lot of nice photos!!!
I love the photos so much!! The beach it's soooo nice and attractive.
Attract me take pictures under the hot sun. hahahah~
Well take a look!
♥ Sunday, June 7, 2009
10:47 PM
Sunday mode::...0958 I woke up.Breakfast, shopping, home, movie, nap, dinner.Now, here front of the computer.Sorry guys.I'm trying to upload everyday.But the idiot blogger and streamyx line keep on lagging.Stuck me on it. Waste me so much time.Gosh~~~~All the way in my Taiwan trip.In my mind, kept on appear only one person.That's him.D*****, do you think you will still be a good guy in my heart?Even my friends's heart?I tell you now.No! In their mind, you are a worst guy ever.But also, in your friends's mind, I'm a cheap girl too.In the law of nature, you are worse than others.I did not want to, but you did force me to do it so.I couldn't think that it's how hard to forget a worst person just such like you.I totally cant forget you.Maybe I just cant forget your bad, and let me be an experience.An special experience. Under all my friends's support I never feel down, hurt even sad.So dont demonstrate that you hurt me so deep.And I got hurt so deep. You did wrong, I did it wrongly too.But know?I never feel regret and ashame, but you??Please. Before this, you never tell me to keep it as a secret between us.So what to scare if other people know, if you dare to do it!What still I scare if I DARE to do it!Other f***ing people.If you like to say bout us, welcome so!Cause I dare to continue this game. Dare is so scary. -------------------------------------------Hey, I just went back from Taiwan last Wednesday.It's really very fun when shopping.But when with my group.Know? How boring it is.Visitng temples and whatever.It's really a shopping heaven.Got chance, you all can go there for a trip!Yoohoooo~~~~~~~~Holiday+ing::...My youth life return.Trying to fill it fully and excited.Haha~! How happy!!(If any comment for the person I express above,Can just email me)Even that is bad, but I want to know it too.
Sunday mode::...0958 I woke up.
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