♥ Sunday, April 26, 2009
12:43 PM
9pm I slept last night.
8:45am I woke up this morning.
And now, 12.44pm Sunday noon.
I wanted the time go faster and shortly.
Because like that could make me less to think bout him.
I'm treat him better than her, but he treat her better than me.
That night, I cried and my eye got swollen in the next morning.
He asked me, what I want before and the last.
I want you to know, I'm not an easy girl.
I just want your heart from the beginning.
You didn't know, or you didn't want to know.
Just whatever, I don't know.
So you never know how hurt am I.
I don't even dare what messages you had sent.
I drop my tears everytimes when I saw the photos we had.
We just left in the memories.
No matter how, you had appear in my life before.
I'm bless to know you and everything you gave.
I appreciate it.
My heart was broke up into pieces, because I loved you.
What will you doing now? with her?
Or missing her? And I dropping tears behind you.....
♥ Monday, April 13, 2009
6:25 PM
Today is the day we met the third week.
I met him in an island that such a beautiful place.
Just like sunshine and brightness of the summers day.
The fate came to me, to let me met him.
Until today, I never knew he is the person I very love.
I very very love, within deep heart...
The 3 weeks before, we were just like couple.
A game of being couple.
I knew. It will just a game to be with him.
The person he loves, just like how I love him that much.
But now, the cold war just started. I dont want to be like that.
I want the game to be continue.
He dont know how much do I love him.
He is too loves her, but not me.
I never has such feelings.
I feel very very hurt.
My heart just broken up to pieces.
I use to hurt myself and let him feel better.
My pillow was wet everynight.
I want nothing, but just him.
I'm nothing to him, but he's everything to me.
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Well.
This week I bought pair of pink shoes!!
Ready to go with him to the concert band's concert.
{STOREO}
Will he go with me/? Will he keep his promise to me?
I hope so.
Last week, I bought a pair of blingy shoes and a long dress.
Oh ya, yesterday I bought a large cupboard to put in my clothes.
Take a look my photos!
Make-up eye
it's me!
♥ Saturday, April 4, 2009
8:34 PM
My enjoyable life ->
Sweet 16th year:
I went to Pulau last Sunday.
This is the most excited trip I had been.
Fun fun fun!!!
Well, nothing special to in Pulau.
Watersport, snorkelling...
Take a look!!
Have a nice day~
Make-up eye
it's me!
