The changes of Life
♥ Saturday, May 21, 2011
9:20 PM
Everyone grows.
We grown up by going through so much pain, tears and mistakes.
We learnt from every mistakes, wake up from the pain, hold the tears when we should not cry.
But also, life is not just bout pain and tears.
Also, joyful, laughter and happiness.
But only after the heavy rain then we can get rainbow.
The changes of life.
Life couldnt be expected.
Everything was arranged by God.
The only thing we can do is being prepared to accept all the challenges in life.
My achievement beside my blog. <<<
From the beginning of this blog created until.
There's so much changes, tears and emotional.
The way I seen myself growing up.
I've awaken. I was a childish, naive and stupid kid.
I could even post my lover's photo in here, tell the whole world I miss him, I love him.
Was sooo...... Childish.
I scolded everyone I hated in my blog.
I post every of my mood in here.
And no longer.... Was 2010.
My life turned. Turn to the sports life.
I put all of my effort on sports.
I talked everything bout sports day, sports meet, sports sports sports.
And from here, SPORTS !
I learnt how to be tough, to be stronger.
Finally learnt what's the matter of sports.
And now....... Sports contributed huge part of my life.
Sports are my life. You took sports away from me, you took my life away.
And sports make feel more..... Free spirit.
I'm not that much being emo.
But also, I've changed my own personality.
I become more... Proud of myself.
The bad thing is, I brag out very much.
I felt no wrong. Cause that's the thing bring me to being popular, proud.
Every of my hardwork paid back to my ownself.
Myself which I meant.
This is why I chose athletic.
No one gonna share my reward after all.
I'll have an individual reward and achievement.
And... Currently.
Life seems back to the past. Is like exactly the same.
But this I'm smarter to handle kind of situation.
He is still the same. He is mysterious, maybe he just doesn't like to share with me.
Just me. He wanna stay cold to me, I know why. Cause he afraid that I will like him again.
Feelings cannot control.
But I can control to stop putting effort on you.
3 years ago, and now. Compare it, do we have a little changes ?
For me, you do not have. Cause you are still making me so confuse.
I cant even understand you at all. This makes me tired.
So I give up ! =(
I could not hold this for long, cause the one who get hurt at the end will be me.
I know you love her, still.
