♥ Tuesday, April 29, 2008
10:20 PM
->Mood is turning up and down<-
Why?! Why are the god likes to playing game with me in my love?!
I really cant understand the game rules.
The game started and wont finish. Why?
I chase he ran, I leave away he stopped?!
God! Please tell me why you has to control the fate of us?!
I thought it's all over.
I thought it can draw a full stop between me and him.
When I had started a new relationship,
WHY?!!! At this time, he appear again?!!
WHY?!! I really cant understand.
You all are just playing the fool with my love.
But my heart will not soft because of the fool.
I will continue to love Kai.
Never and ever try to stop me what I want to do.
I knew this could be happen after I gave up him.
But I force myself not to be 2 heart 2 love.
The concentration of love is so important.
I'm serious at all the feautures of mine.
Please. I beg you. Don't let me love you back.
All of your heart I really cannot understand.
And NO NEEDED TO UNDERSTAND!!
♥ Monday, April 28, 2008
7:26 PM
Lol!
Laugh laugh and laugh.
Hahahahaha.. Just happy person do it, LAUGH!
Haha.Amazing!
He is going to be my husband!
Wakakakaka. The name of my husband but the relationship is still stop!
BLA~~~~~Now, I stop here.
The secret only for my best friends. SHHHHHH~!
THE WAY TO GIVE UP ALBERT:
"Why are you so focus on sport and not going to have a gf?"
I asked Albert.
But at the end,
I said. Introduce some girls for him.
The only way to give up him.
More and more.......
SHHHHHH~! It's too secret.
Hahahahah...But Albert is so stupid + idiot.
He still have to argue with me that he don't have.
LOL!!!! Idiot!!
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Kai kai kai kai kai kai kai.
999999 times Kai not enough.
My mind cant lose him.
He is a part of my mind.
Keep miss miss miss and MISS!!
The guy I love.
The guy I need is just him.
Thanks god! You let me found the one!
Amen.
♥ Saturday, April 26, 2008
6:42 PM
♥ Friday, April 25, 2008
7:14 PM
Miss the moment:
One day had left again.
Our distance are getting far and far.
I cant do anything for you,
Just looking at you leave me at behind.
You just walking away far and far.
The met of us also fate of us.
The only I want to do is,
Dont lose this fate and tried to stay this relationship from me.
Try not let the fate leave me away.
But what had I done, just watsed.
Actually what I said not what I said.
I'm really very very very miss the moment that...
Our messages, our talked.
Especially the day you said HI to me!!
I'm keep refer to those old messages.
I'm non-stop thinking,
When? When can we be like this again?
How can I stay you beside me?
How can I don't let you leave me away again?
When?How? and WHY?!
Why could the ending be like that?!
...........
I hope you can take a look about my blog.
A lot of about you, my heart-thinking.
All about you.
I really hope the time can return to the history.
Let me have a explaination to you.
I think the ending would different.
But all are too late~
I miss the person who name ALBERT LEE!!
Miss the pass of us.
Give me an acceptable answer please!..
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Asia Cup:!!
Tomorrow I will going to the KK Hall.
Take a look to the match.
I will go with Yao yao, Kei kei and Pristty.
But my destination to go is just support Kai.
Hahahahahahhaha..
Just let him feel very shy.
HE said to me! Damn gay right?
Hahahaha..
Anyway, just try your best Kai~!
Standing your site always~
♥ Wednesday, April 23, 2008
4:58 PM
It's just a game!
Only of the reason,
You just break our fate.
Nowaday,
I finally know you never think to be that what I thought before.
I thought, I would change your concept to love.
Not that messy, it's just simple.
I thought I can be your first time.
I thought I'm 100% in your heart.
But~
My thought is just a bad dream.
The thing that people never knew it,
and me too.
You are a guy just like A***N!!!!
What I hope just don't want you be the second A***N!!!
But, people never knew it. Never know that!
YOU ARE!!!!
Why?! Why people will gave you a good image on their mind?!
Why people said that you are a good guy?!
I'm really feel dissapointed, heartbroken, and sad.
What my fully hope just let you break it!!
I put my 100 percently heart on you,
Why our fate only can limit at one week and 3 days?!!
Why?! .....10 days?
But fine, I know you are not the one.
How I treat you, you will never feel it too.
10 days better than 10 months.
The heart will easily give up.
Now, you and me...All just a game..
A game a dream.
A love a hate.
A friend an enemy.
A life a death.
All shouldn't I chose.
Because..
If the things are mine,
It wil came to me automaticlly.
Shouldn't I chase,
It will stop and let me get it.
{Please guys, Stop saying me keep change lover!!
But if you really wanna say, I cant stop you.
Your freedom. But I'm not!!!
Is him don't let us be more than friendship!!
What should I put any hope on him?!!
Wasting my time and wasting my life!!!!!!
And waste my tears and heart!}
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BASKETBALL MATCH IN KK HALL!!
AH KAI!! Do it your best.
Will be support you always.
[But at here,
I wanna say,
I hope he will give me an answer.]
♥ Tuesday, April 22, 2008
9:53 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY GIRL JIA HUI!!:..Today is Jia hui's birthday,Wish her have a wonderful and great birthday ever.Present will be late.Sorry~!Haha.===============
Penilaian day, still ok~But today din see him.When I always think about him,My heart will feel like very strange.What happened to him?What is he thinking?What is the meaning of what he said?My head just will appear a lot of question mark.I dont know what should I do,I dont know how to change his mind.I'm very very sad.He just like a person who never mind about love.He is a person super duper care friends.I know, now I'm only just his friend.But, the feeling is very strange!He like...Suddenly hot suddenly cool.I really exactly cant get what he's thinking!What had I done?When he cool to me.What should I do?When he treat me better than he is cool.Only this coolness,You break my faithness,You exactly let me feel you dont even respect.I'm just get hurt from yo....Please.I beg you...Let me know more about you.Don't like that to me.Or...I'm just been force by you,and give up this loving.+++++++++++++
Do you know?
How happy am I that yesterday you called me!
I'm just losing control.!!
I hope every single day you will do that for me.
But, it could be never I knew it!
Only the little moment,
I'm already feel enough for it.
At least I already had that moment.
FINALLY I HEARD YOUR VOICE IN THE PHONE!!
♥ Sunday, April 20, 2008
12:48 PM
FREE SUNDAY:
Sunday noon, too free.
Trying to blogging now.
Just finished sms with him.
He is with his friends at Sutera now.
I'm really feeling very strange.
He always not going to tell me who he with.
I think I'm not really know how he is.
In my mind, he is a person very caring his best friends.
I think, me. Not at top in his heart.
Ya, ofcause.
Not at a month, I cant 100% percently know him.
He never tell me who is his friends.
Then I could be never know who are his friends at all.
Maybe I don't know, so he dont tell.
Or he think that I have no needed to know.
But I just ask, he really don't tell me at all.
ALL."Erm, just friends la, aiya you dunno de la"
or "my friends la, tell u also dunno la". He said.
My heart just: "You dont tell, I ofcause dont know larrrr".
He likes....Always being busy situation.
I cant sms with him everytime.
He will always in his FRIEND's house,
PLAYING GAME, or DOING PROJECT.
Lol !!!!
I doesn't know isit a reason to ignore me.
Or?..He really busy.
I think he wont ignore me.
I don't know.I really don't know.
And when he is busy,
he will reply me quickly.
"hahahahha icic" or
"hahahaha ya ya".
That's all. Ya! very busy.
After that "Are u busy now?"I asked.
"yaya talk next time bye".He answered.
My gosh~! I'm just.... FINE~~~~~
Bye~!.
I hope I wont bother his life,
Or he wont feel I'm disturb him when I sms him.
But.. I really just wanna know him more.
Can????
A****T. You are mine.
Dont be the second guy make me sad.
BY ME:
JIAYI~
♥ Saturday, April 19, 2008
7:57 PM
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THE FIRST WEEK:
Today is the day we met one week.
Dont know how many week can we have.
I hope is.,...many many many.
He is a nice guy I had ever seen.
Lot of happiness he gave, I'm soo happy!!
We had gamble something,
Well..I will win!!!
Monday!!! I will always wait for the coming of tomorrow.
The new day, the new happiness.
I always knew for the next second.
But I can always don't know what could be happen the next scond or the next day.
Funny, stupid, gay,..lol~
Comments from his friends.
Hahahahahaha...Just a happy week had left.
But please! Dont only playing game and forget me.
I will get angry! Haha, u this game worm!!
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INTER-SCHOOL BASKETBALL MATCH:
YEAH!!!!!
It's over!!! My work finally done.
I'm getting very very black!!
But it's good now, it's over, I can get back white after these FEW MONTHS!!
My gosh.
But bad in, I cant see all my handsome boy again!!
My prince:
ALL SAINTS: no 8 -KAI
MAKTAB NASIONAL: no 4 SHAUN
TTSS: no 4 JASON YAP (jian ming)
But my always always prince is:
PURPLE no 300-ALBERT LEE.
Getting crazy and crazy!!!
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TODAY->
Joie and Me had do many crazy things!
That the things never could be happen!!
She let me delete A* **I picture and messages.
And she deleted A***N pictures.(NO MSG)
Because I had deleted earlier before today.
Haha~But it's good, forget before and accept the latest.
♥ Wednesday, April 16, 2008
5:17 PM
"The one" was appear!
These few days were soooo happy!!
Wow! My prince was appear!!AHHHHH!!!
He was a friendly nice guy ever I seen in my loving life~
He was good to me, the feeling in sweet was lost for so long time in my life.
Now, he finally appear.
I had already find my way to forget AxxxN.
The only way is hate, and make myself don't love.
So stupid right?But the only way I had discovered~
The next, I will be serious.
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INTER-SCHOOL BASKETBALL MATCH!!!
Oh my gosh, the match was suckx man!
Damn hot, but I still need to work under the super duper hot sun.
I'm getting black and black and black!!
I using three months for whitening my skin,
and I used three days to make my skin black!!! LOL!!
What the hack is this?? My gosh. So sad~
Hahahahahahahha...
My happy day begin against~!
From 12nd April 2008~!
A girl name:Jiayi
♥ Saturday, April 12, 2008
10:49 PM
The first day:Today I had go to shopping with Shaneal.She are so stupid.Some idiot photo I had take from her.Sorry fellow,I will post it next few days.Hmm..At night,I had followed Hannah and Loreta to their church.My feels just like....Exactly ''Wow".......Miss the feelings when my america's cousins were here last year.Have a happy night.!Nice movie anyway.(WALK TO REMEBER)+++++++++++++++And the main point of first day is.....How brave I'm today?I had sms him.And....He's hot!~Hmm...Friendly,durr...-.-Haha.Today is the first day I message him!Next to those days,How would it be?12nd April 2008,the beginning~Amen.
♥ Friday, April 11, 2008
9:19 PM
擦身而过：
在同一个地方，时间我们相遇~
我和你，一个没有感觉的眼神对望！
一个宁静的地方，
我们擦身而过。
第一次这种感觉，
‘哎’，叹气后，
真的很想很想哭！
我们之间很陌生。
我很不明白，
我并没埋怨他与她之间的感情。
可是，
为什么我们会变得那么陌生。
一个笑容都难以展示。
我很怀念他曾对我的笑容。
可惜，
也许我再也见不到了！
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我利用了他，
麻醉自己说不爱他，
我早就知道是不可能了。
我用了一个谎言，
说出我的真心话。
你又会了解吗？
♥ Thursday, April 10, 2008
10:29 PM
I HOPE YOU ARE HERE,
LISTEN TO ME.
LET US BACK TO THE NORMAL!
☆∴.﹡﹒＊﹒。．☆....﹒。．∴＊‧．﹒..☆ ★
愛是一種感覺, 即使痛苦也會覺得幸福 愛是一種體會, 即使心碎也會覺得甜蜜 愛是一種經驗, 即使破碎也會覺得美麗 喜歡跟愛是不一樣的~~ 喜歡是盪秋遷..可以自得其樂..不需要別人的回應 愛是翹翹板
.☆ ☆∴.﹡﹒＊﹒。．☆....﹒。．∴＊‧．﹒..☆
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誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。
＊普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。
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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。
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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。
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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。
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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。
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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。
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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。
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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。
★我要把幸福裝滿..連同我......一起送給你～。。☆
愛上一ㄍ人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一ㄍ人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎
珍惜身旁的每一ㄍ人,不要等到失去了
才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....
~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~
如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?是否我已離開了.....你才感覺的到我對你的好?在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~都能夠忠誠眷屬~~
最懂你的人總是會一直的在你身邊守護你不讓你有一絲的委屈...
真正愛你的人不會說許多愛你的話卻會做許多愛你的事....!!!!!
From Pristty:
虽然你失去了在这段日子最爱的人，
你却不必难过，可能还会有一段更好的爱情等候着。
但，
‘他’ 却可能失去了一生最爱他的人！
Every of the words had gave me very very big encourage to give up the person who don't even like me!!
I thought I can be strong,
But actually I cant,I knew it!
My tears will fall automaticlly!
Not because of him,
It's because I discovered many of my dearest friends love me more than him!
Thanks for all my friends,
although without him,
I'm live very warm.
Lubb u all!!!!~
♥ Wednesday, April 9, 2008
5:47 PM
1.Accept and forget!
You got more than what you more!<
2.Learn to forgive and forget!
Give and you get!<
在人多的食堂里，
我们又遇见了。
我们并不是俩人了，
而是仨人。
我遇见的，
是你与她。
第二次同样的画面了。
这次，我并没有哭泣。
因为我学会了，
接受了再忘记！
我也很积极的接受了，
我也渐渐的把你忘记了。
虽然，口中告诉的是‘无所谓’
不过，心。
还是又同样的感觉，
有点‘痛’！
但对于你，我再也不会伤心了。
因为，我懂得接受了。
也明白，也清楚了。
我与你，是没有感情的吧！
我也告诉自己游戏也结速了。
对你的感情也应该放弃了。
My dearest friends:
I wanted to specially thank you for giving me this chance,
the chance for changing the truth,
and let me have a chance for say sorry.
Thanks for the forgiving!
I'm very happy,
and I hope all of us will be always peace.
From you all,
I had learn forgive and forget!
From the bible,
We had success each of the characteristic on it.
I will be always remember it!
Thanks!
From the eye of you,
I know that,we are still friends and best friends too!
The happiness,the gladness and .....
You are might to learn!
♥ Saturday, April 5, 2008
8:18 PM
一个不明不白的爱情！
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我感觉到，
我还是爱着他。
我以为，
我对他的爱已经完全放弃。
原来，
他所有的事情，
我还是很关心，
想起他还是会哭。
因为，
我只想向他澄清，
我希望向他澄清后，
一切切都能在此画上句号！
我的心，
还是不能放弃一切。
我感觉到，这段对他的爱，
是真的不明不白。
没有答案。
我真的很想知道，
答案到底是什么？
而，
他又会说下什么样的清楚呢？
这样的辛苦，
他又何苦可以感觉到呢？
因为，
爱的不是他........
我好累，好累。
不要再让我掉一滴累了.....
♥ Thursday, April 3, 2008
7:15 PM
分开是为了等待重逢，
经过考验的爱情，
才能牢固，
那...
才是真爱的开始。
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也许他们的爱情已经被考验了，
他与她也许也曾被分开，
他们的真爱也许也开始了。
而我...
只能默默的离开，
静静的祝福他们，
幸福与快乐。
我为他付出了最大的牺牲，
就是成全了他们....
我明白，
被勉强的爱情，
是不会幸福的！
所以我也接受了。
走进一个没有他的世界里，
走出一个有他的世界！
伤心渐渐就会消失了。
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原谅后在忘记就好了！
朋友！
之前的恩怨，
是否能够留在回忆里，
不在铭记在心吗？
很久都没有这种感觉了。
再者三个月里，
孤单偶尔都会有，
伤心也会有。
不过，
人啊！
是活在现在，
而不是过去。
我希望过去该追究的，
现在的我们已经不在追究了。
好吗？
永远没有秘密的我们，
是不会被打散的！
珍惜的，就该被得到。
你？有珍惜吗？
又得到你所珍惜的了吗？
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