♥ Tuesday, December 15, 2009
9:34 PM
I'm wondering whether I'm welcome to step in your life??
Or even your love?
When you gave me too much, like ... Too cordial to me ...
I'm feeling so weird. It's like not real.
It doesn't feel real to me at all.
I gotta feeling. Always !
I always have this feeling.
To lost anyone that I care, I mind so much.
Now, ' Him '.
He is so mean to me.
I really tried my best to step in his life.
But I'm so afraid that I'm not welcome by you.
He can make me up and down.
My mood is just like riding on a coller coaster.
Maybe I put on too much manipulative, so I cant feel safety that what he gave.
I knew ! I knew to be like this will cant get his sincere at all.
But except this, I can do nothing. Really !
If ' you ' read this, what will you feel?
I'm super desperate bout you. * sigh
♥ Saturday, December 12, 2009
10:44 PM
It's Saturday!
Brother just back yesterday.
He has been there for 2 years already.
So fast huh !
2 years more he will has his Uni graduation.
And yet, Yeah !
I'm going to U.S to attend his graduation. Hahahaha.
Excited !
8 years ago, I went America.
Now? How would it be? Hmmm.
Miss the time. But that time, I'm still young.
Nothing I can enjoy actually. But still a special, great, awesome memories for me.
7 years old, I'd been Disneyland, L.A.
Wao ! Incredile ! P.S : For me. =)
How I wish I could go again !
I know I can. Hahaha.
I'm wondering ...
Can I go U.S for my Uni studies??
No idea recently. =.= *sigh*
Well, I'm sooooooo boring to stay at home.
But I have no idea to hang out with friends.
It's just wasting my money, not worth at all.
So? Just stay at home watching tv, listen to music.
Waiting for 25th Dec !!! HK trip with whole lot of cousins.
Woo hoo!
♥ Sunday, December 6, 2009
10:35 PM
Heard the song??
Sad isit?? Down isit??
When first I heard this song, almost drop my tear.
But dint. =)
This song is from Twilight. So touch !
Even there is no lyrics, but full of the emotional of mine.
Today?? Nothing to express.
So, it's random.
Almost 2-year time I created this blog though.
It really contains a lot of emotional, expression, love, caring and relationship.
This keep on remind me a lot bout my past.
I never forget what's the wrong I have done.
Because I can't be like, to forget the bad things I have done and just leave it alone.
I have to learn from the things what I have done wrong.
Also, happiness?? It reminds me when I'm down, I roll down the page.
This, let me up too.
Memories?? It really mean a lot to me.
Bad or good? It doesn't matter.
Important is the progression, the progression of how I stand up when I fall down.
The progression of doing the success matter.
Now? I'm glad that I live peacefully, happily ...
♥ Tuesday, December 1, 2009
9:54 PM
I'm ignoring the place wherever you are.
I really no idea, what!
I had a lot of past.
So, I'm trying to ignore the place wherver they are.
I saw him that day during my job.
I thought I can just face him without condition.
But, I just cant control and run to the toilet.
What the ... !!
Looking the rain through the mirror.
In my mind, appear the past of us.
I was so suffered doing like this.
I thought people around me would never remind me this.
But they are still very curious about.
This hurt me badly.
Never mind. No past no life.
Doesnt anyone has their own past?? I did.
And I learnt the lesson.
I will let it go slowly .... Haih~
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By the way,
I watched Twilight, New Moon !
It was so boring, but romantic.
It's all about love.
Between, Taylor Lautner is so awesome !!
He is sooo sooo sooooooooooooo handsome and man !!
His 6-pax-muscle is so freeking ! What the helll !!
I'm so addict to him now on !
But Robert Patt too.
He is handsome inside the Twilight Movie.
But in the real life, eeeewwww. What a ... face ????
Wahahahahahahha ~
I'm wondering whether I'm welcome to step in your life?? 
