11 March 2008
♥ Tuesday, March 11, 2008
10:36 PM
WORRYING!!
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Same as yesterday,woke up at 12.
5.30-9.30 tuition.,
Crazy right?!Oh my gosh..
Tell you wat?!Crazy teacher will teach crazy stupid,always!
So that's why I'm being crazy always~~~
But,day after day..I will return to school soon!
I was soooo worry bout my examination result.
Actually,
The most let me worry not during exam,
Is after exam,waiting to the result.
I will be so worry maybe is just because I had not enough ready for it.
I hope it will be ok to me.
But I will be always try my best.
~~~~~~~~SIGH~~~~~~~
Pristty saw him at school!
With yellow shirt?Running?
He just handsome!!
Miss him as a sickness!
Long time din see him...Aih~
Wish him is all the best silently.
That's what can I do for him......
Because I'm not suitable..............
By the only me;
JIAYI
10:58pm
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What is the time now?tell u..(1.29am 12 March 2008)
I cant sleep and it is my habit to be late sleep at the midnight.
I just trying to delete some of the pictures and photos on friendster.
Many of the photos are with my sisters,
I dont want to delete,but it must.
By being forced?Or I want it myself?
But..Only like that,I can completely forget them.
My brother left Sabah to America this year,on January.
He is the only one in my sibling.
He left,I just let my sisters be my sibling,with family feeling's siblings.
But I never think that................
I was close my eyes and click delete all of the photos there.
I dont want to see,my heart was so pain.
Am I really live better now than the days we had past?
Or..This is just a lied to let myself be more happier?
I lied myself?........
What should I do?I think this is not kind of anti.
Maybe is a feeling like to stop the friendship.
Not hate but lost me from them........
I had try very hard to forget and try the new friends beside me.
They are good,I like them..
But...........
What I want?Maybe the most understand is me.
Haihz.........Getting zZz,,
Too dark,but my life not even bright before...
The twice:
By the only me:
Jiayi~
[1:39am]
